Rapidly approaching midnight, ought to be in bed

The problem is this: when I fall for a character (it's usually a character (sometimes several) rather than a fandom, per se), fall head over heels, fall hard, I might go looking for fic. I might be saddened by the lack of awesome fic about somebody awesome, and sadly, falling for a character does not always entail feeling capable of writing the specific fandom. So eventually, I go read old, awesome fic about other characters entirely, awesome fic by favourite writers, and I find myself wishing they would fall for the same character and feel capable of writing him/her and write fic as awesome as their fic generally is, because I don't feel capable myself, and because I'm greedy - except, I try to stop myself from randomly pimping stuff to people, because everybody has their own taste and I can't expect other people's to coincide with mine all the time and anyway, it's not like anybody owes me this fic and I don't want to come across as a greedy bastard (even if I totally am) and I should just write it myself, except, well, I'm loving the character, but I'm not feeling the fandom, and so I am sad. :-(

Which is kind of a convoluted way of saying that the internet is sadly lacking in awesome Tyrion Lannister fic...